A waste of time π
I'm just creating this thread to write or post things that seem hard to share with others but still I just want them to be out of my head
There maybe TWs so if anyone passes by you shouldn't read anything here...
I'm so *** happy today, not a big achievement or anything but but but my *sweet* dad was sent to jail yesterday like woahhhhhh that IS AN ACHIEVEMENT aaaaaaaaaaa I'm soooooo happppyy
Here's a storytime again I guess...
So this evening my dad came to the hospital all furious tho he hasn't visited since the incident. Honestly, I was so damn scared but ofc he couldn't do anything here so yaa he came to my room and started all cussing and saying some *** like "yeah *** you got what you wanted? Huh? I got you for this day?" And idk what not I was like I can't even walk old man wtf I did?π Then because of his violent behaviour the security kicked him out ofc and then...finally my aunt called and I got to know the perfectos news
MY DAD WAS SENT TO JAIL!!!!!!!! ππππππππππππ Y'all this gotta be the best news I've ever heard fr!!! Turns out someone reported him out of nowhere and he was taken to jail immediately after seeing my condition he stayed there overnight and ofc he got out by giving money and *** but stilllllll he was there for a whole godamn day!!!!! That's something I've wanted sooo baddd, to make him feel *** like he deserves to!!! That MF will pay for what all he's always done to each and everyone of us!!!!
I shouldn't get my hopes high but still this is something that really made me something after a long long time I've been numb but today I'm so *** happy!!!! Lesssss goooo biisshheesss!!!!!
ππππππππππππ I'm soooooo okayyyyyyyyyyy yayyayayyayayayayyyy
I give up...
Thank you to all who always helped me and made me smile, that *** is so rare..
I just cannot beg some OTHER humans to let me live peacefully, to just for once not hit me, I can't deal with these nightmares anymore
I just cannot do any of this life's ***
Thank you and sorry to all who expected better from me!!
@ItsOkayMillie
I tell everyone I'm okay, I'm doing fine but I'm not doing fine I'm just so overwhelmed ans so tired since last year, I cry a lot and I feel like a failure
@ItsOkayMillie
btw thank you for making this thread