Would like to try having a long term listener

Hello,

I'm a listener here but I often put my own mental health to the side a lot when I should really speak a bit more about the issues I deal with and how I'm feeling. So I thought it'd be nice to have a long term listener who I can message (maybe even when they're offline and they can get back to me, ideally within 24 hours!) about what I'm going through.

I would like a reliable and empathic listener who I know won't disappear on me unless they let me know! They will need to be okay with some sensitive topics, and I might need encouragement to open up about things sometimes. I'm open to having more than one long term listener, I think it would be easier to share the load to more than one person sometimes, especially if one becomes unavailable.

Just a little bit about me. I'm 26 and I am a student with health problems and I also work in healthcare. I have past trauma, living in a dysfunctional household, obviously have health issues to contend with, I have a low self esteem, issues with relationships and general difficulties in every day, social life.

I believe listeners can send me a message but otherwise, I look forward to any responses here!

Thanks. :)