Marriage/Trust/Esteem Listener Badly Needed :'(

Hello, I have talked to a few very nice listeners but haven't found the right fit for me. Marital strife has triggered massive anxiety, self doubt, negativity, isolation and sadness in my life. I never thought I would become such a cliche in life. I have tried for a year to deal with things on my own and I'm just not making enough headway. In a perfect world, I would love to have someone on hand the second I feel I need them but reality tells me that is not going to happen. I would like a listener that is available daily. Not for hours on end but also not for a quick check in and that it. The goal would be to where I can get to the point where once or twice a week chat is enough. But right now I am drowning.

Thanks for listening and I hope everyone has a wonder week 😇

Kristine