I wish I could tell everybody that...

I am not that bad as others thinks of me.

Just because I act strong, doesn't mean I'm not falling apart inside

Voy a hacer todo lo posible por ser más positiva.

I started carving this week on top of all of the other s-h.

My mental health is worse than ever.

I'm very sensitive, and the jokes you make about me and the comments you say about my appearance, personality, actions, etc. aren't funny, they only make me more self conscious. I wish I could tell people that it hurts, and I'm sorry I can't joke with them about the things I've worked so hard to not hate about myself.

I think being stressed my whole life with my ptsd and anxiety and depression is going to kill me. It's like my body is shutting down

Im not cold, Im numb.

I wish i could tell everbody how i feel.

With my ocd, anxiety, and perfectionism hitting me this hard and all 3 at the very same time...It's a torture I don't know if I can possibly take any more of.