I wish I could tell everybody that...

I am way more fragile than I look. I know that some people have lived through hell, and I feel bad about my problems, and how I handle them. Events that occured years ago stay in my mind, and it is draining a lot of energy since I can't let go.

I'm afraid to start a relationship...

even though my last friendship has ended, i really miss them and would gladly have them back even though it i know it is a bad thing, i dont want to admit it but im just sad all the time without them in my life

On this day, every year, I am at my lowest point. So deep into the darkened abyss that I see no hope of the light above. I toe the very line between mortality and finality. On this day marking the birth of a miserable soul.

Being asexual doesn't automatically mean I'm aromantic. I still want to have a family someday.

I am shy

How I really feel inside and that most days I'm just pretending. I wish I could say no I don't want to be here but I'm not brave enough to stay.

@mylifeaseva

I wish I could tell everybody that I get suicidal and that I need their help.

That I am here.

To tell people to open their eyes and atually see me and not see what you think you should see.

I have lots of things you don't know about me and you shouldn't assume things. That a lot of the time I just need to be alone and I need space and I'm shy. I have lots of secrets and I am upset and angry most days. That some things help me so don't bug me about what I'm doing. That I need to be secretive and have things to myself and that I don't trust anyone fully. That I love someone but I'm too afraid to tell them. That I want to be with them and be happy for the rest of my life and not be worried about anything.