I wish I could tell everybody that...
I wish I could tell everybody that I am in love with a listener online. He is so nice and understanding that he makes me feel good about the horrible thing. He knows how to talk and he talks so fluently my heart and my mind. Can he be the one I can be with because so far, he is the smartest one I know?
i am broken. i cannot be fixed. if you try, you will get hurt. if you can live with that for the rest of your life then be my guest. but noone can deal with it. my own parents gave up months ago. but its okay... im alive.... right?
I want their attention. I want people to go out of their way and to tell me that they care. To show to me that they care.
That I want to talk openly about mental health issues but I know its too awkward and embarrasing for them.
That nobody but God knows knows who, on the inside, I actually am. I've dropped so many clues over the past 3 years to my parents so they'll figure out I have depression, anxiety and am struggling with my sexual orientation. My relationship with them isn't strong enough for me to walk in and tell them, and I feel so alone....
I'm stressed to death! I've started something WAY too big, I won $500 from my school to help my community and I decided to help a small slum near me (I'm a missionary's son in Cambodia) and I'm finding to SO hard to start! I'm not sure I can do this! I find myself constantly battling with myself because one side says I've done the right thing and the other says WHAT HAVE YOU DONE!!!!!
I don't know how much longer I can take any of this anymore! I'm 15 for goodness sake!
Three weeks have gone by and i felt sad and depress but the 7 cups have help me and i am still moving on and also my ex-bf wanted to get back with me so we are back to 2gether again. :)
#I am feeling good today feel alot happy now :) thx for the support 7 cups.
I feel like a failure. I finally gave in on my working condition. I am looking to disability. I give up. I tried and tried everyday at work. I constantly push myself to work. I feel like life will just be more fulfilling if I quit and get disability benefits. If I can get disability insurance with a part time job, I will be happy. Even if I can't, I will feel better getting the things I want to get done with more time on my hands. I will have medical insurance and some money from the government to live. I need some support. I want to cry.
Feel so anxious right now even i cant start to relax and get to bed. God please help me
I wish I could tell everybody that I need help. Emotionally, physically,spiritually. Also it breaks my heart that they talk behind my back and that I need support because I am almost at a breaking point.
I am hurting.... most people think that i am just dramatic but deep inside me I am falling apart. The mask that Im wearing is making me miserable.
Every time that is silent a black shadow engulfs my entire being and it's killing me softly...
Somebody save me
