I wish I could tell everybody that...
Wish i could tell everybody, that i hate absolutely everything and everyone. Except myself.
That in order to save my health, I need to stay away from politics and news. I simply cannot do it anymore. I am so frightened I cannot tell you. I dont know what I am going to do November 9th. I am freaked out that I am going to be back in the hospital on the 9th.
That I want to die and that's okay that they don't need to be sad because il be happy finally.
I wish i could die.
I wish I could say to everybody that I do not know everything, I fail sometimes and I am afraid of being judged and less loved for this reason. I'm afraid that i'll let my beloved ones down if I do not do what they expect from me. I tired of pretending tha I am strong all the time. I human being
That everyone has feelings. Don't judge a book by its cover.
You guys may criticize me but I love him because I know him. You don't. Take the time to know and you'll understand.
That all life is precious.
That im having an identity crisis because I dont know how to separate me from my brother's influence. He was my father figure before he left and now he is someone I dont know. Im trying to move on but I dont know how, so forgive me if I cry every night or when someone shows genuine consideration and intrest in my emotional well being.
#identitycrisis
That someone hat I thought was a friend tried to rape me