I wish I could tell everybody that...
I'm 26 years old and I still don't know what to do with my life...
That I try really hard to 'okay' around them but sometimes there is just so much going on in my head I need to scream and cry.
If you close your eyes and squeeze your butt cheeks real tight while wishing for change, nothing is gonna get done.
Just because I do have fun sometimes, and sometimes my smiles are real, doesn't mean I can't have depression. I'm not faking it for attention.
Its hard to be OK, but after a while it will get easier and easier... 💙💚💛💜
That when I hide or lay low in my room all night, it's nothing personal. I just can't be around people right then.
I'm not any better than I was 10 years ago. I just hide it better
i wish i could tell everybody that i really dont like to play football i do it for my parents tho there are times that i just want to run off the field and eat ice ceam not relevant but its true.
@DavidMatthew Doing things for your parents' approval or happiness happens a lot. I'm sorry its something your struggling with. At the end of the day, it'll always bring you so much relief to just come out and tell them your real feelings toward it and they're your parents- - it might take them a second to readjust and get used to it. But they'll understand and eventually you'll be a lot better off just telling them and get to a better place sooner.
I have problems. That I hear voices in my head...
I can be better than all of them. I can be better than what they tell me i am. I can prove them wrong.