Toxic friends and loniless

I live in hostel and have recently suffered from dengue. I have to return from home after 2 months to here again because of my exams. Plus because of dengue I wasn't even able to study.

And here the hostel is in a society and the society is in a very suburb area.. we don't have much here. Just one general shop.

And plus we are not allowed to go outside too without warden's permission plus he'll not give permission because the students took wrong advantage of it early on.

So yeah I'm here alone... I can't even go to my practice (I'm a professional athelete btw) and here the girls I live with. They go to practice so I'm mostly alone. Plus my age girls are so toxic and double faced and I don't want to be in in their company and the seniors are nice but you can't be with a senior 24/7 right!

Plus my coach said to my mother that I'm mostly alone and stressed out. My mother understood me on that but we have no choice. The school said I have to recover my attendance and should atleast have 75-80% attendance to appear in the exams. Which I was not able to due to dengue.

So yeah.. I'm here. Alone. No friends. Plus had a breakup recently too and my phycologist friend said I need human interaction but f*** that's not possible 😣 can't even go out to normal dates or meet people 🥲🥲👍