Struggling
littleStrawberries1840
April 10th
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I feel so much anxiety and pain. I’m in a group activity where I’m struggling due to a lack of coordination. People in my group are saying I’m costing the group and need to stop being so embarrassed to commit to the movements. I’m really trying to, I just get anxious and mess up and can’t physically do it well. Today, they kept asking me to take ownership for me struggling with it and to tell them why I won’t. They said to stop being embarrassed to do it if that’s the issue and just do it. I can’t do it. I’m really trying. They kept asking why and all I could do was stare at them. They all looked…so disappointed and I hate myself for not being able to make them happy.