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littleStrawberries1840
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PathStep 6 Compassion hearts112 Forum posts43 Forum upvotes58 Current upvotes58 Age GroupTeen Last activeSeptember, 2024 Member sinceAugust 25, 2023
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My relationship with my mom
General Support / by littleStrawberries1840
Last post
 August 5th
...See more I feel so neglected by my mom. She's currently ignoring me since I'm "such a mean *** to her all the time." As an eldest daughter, she always vents and cries to me about her troubles like when her sister had to be watched since her meds made her want to off herself and when her brother was planning on offing himself. I'm a child, I can't handle that any better than you can. I told her I felt neglected and she got upset and said I can say what I want but she knows she's not neglectful. When I tried to tell her something and she didn't listen, I got upset about her not listening, and she yelled at me about how I'm the child and she's the parent and how she doesn't need to listen to me. My brother had the same situation of her not listening, and she apologized and soothed him. She's started taking my devices away at 930 pm (I'm using this one in secret), and she said she's no longer gonna try with me, she provides basic necessities and that's all she legally needs to do. She told me if I need rides, I can just walk. She wants me to walk two miles in peak heat tomorrow to get to my rehearsal. I feel like I'm only a child when she wants me to be, and I have to step it up and parent when she wants me to. I feel like a lot of my will to live is just gone...
My mom
Relationship Stress / by littleStrawberries1840
Last post
 July 11th
...See more I’m not sure if this is the right subhead to post this on, but my relationship with my mom is under stress so I figured this was close enough. The last couple days, my mom’s been saying she’ll do things with me or telling me she’ll help me find something I’ve been trying to find, but she just doesn’t. Instead, she’s been playing video games with my sister. Driving practice, shopping for things I needed, helping me find something she said I could have. All these things are things she neglected to play video games with my sister. I love that game too, but she only plays with my sister since “she’s more fun to play against.” Once she decides to play with me, she’s too tired and will fall asleep midway through our game. I asked her today why she only plays with my sister and only asks my sister to play and she immediately got defensive, saying she hadn’t played with my sister in the last hour, but she had asked my sister to play and played multiple rounds with her before sending us away so she could play by herself. I brought up the last couple days where she’s only asked my sister, and she told me not to be jealous of her and that she knows my sister will always play with her, but I’m too grumpy to play. I feel as though this isn’t true and just her trying to defend herself. Am I looking too deep into it?
I thought I was doing better…
Friendship Support / by littleStrawberries1840
Last post
 June 30th
...See more I was friends with this girl for 10 years before we had a rough friendship breakup about 6 months ago. The break off was prolonged over several months before the friendship actually came to an end. I was utterly heartbroken for the first couple months, but I was doing better. I was only sometimes until this summer. I’ve been thinking about her often these past couple days, and every time I do it just brings me so much pain. I keep crying about her and the entire friend group she took from me when she broke off with me. I read a book today about a girl losing her best friend along with her friend group and it made me think of her and smth inside me snapped and I started crying. The girl in the story was able to make new friends and a new friend group of people who actually appreciated her, and I want that too, but I can’t help but feel out of place with all my new friends and unable to trust any of them fully. I think I want to start writing her letters. I’d likely never send them, but maybe it’d be able to help me cope.
Grieving Old Friendships
Friendship Support / by littleStrawberries1840
Last post
 May 14th
...See more Being here really helps me sometimes. I was really sad and had spent the last couple hours sobbing tears over an old friend I’m no longer close to, and none of my new friends can relate or comfort. Being here with all of you guys, reading your threads and responses, it’s like free therapy for me. I thank all of you for it
Friend
Journals & Diaries / by littleStrawberries1840
Last post
 May 14th
...See more (The story says "Does anyone want to fun my baking? I'l give you brownies in return 🙏) That was hot af. Like I'm not into him and he's not into me but damnnnnnnnnnnnn. That's hot af I would smash
Losing Friends
Friendship Support / by littleStrawberries1840
Last post
 May 30th
...See more What’s your story? How’d you lose your friend? It could be a loss in any sense, a death, a friendship breakup, a drift apart. I’ll go first. I lost my beat friend of 10 years when we started high school. She became closer friends with our mutual friends and started leaving me out. I felt hurt, but figured it was just circumstances. She eventually started bullying me and replaced me with other people. I was so hurt that I told her I hoped she died and we had a really rocky friendship breakup. She took all our mutual friends and now I’m viruslly friendless. I miss her so much sometimes, it’ll hurt my soul an I can feel it closing off my airways. It makes me cry and now I have nobody to talk to since she left and took all my closest most trusted friends with her. Your turn. I’ll do my best to listen and consolidate when I can.
Struggling
Friendship Support / by littleStrawberries1840
Last post
 April 21st
...See more I feel so much anxiety and pain. I’m in a group activity where I’m struggling due to a lack of coordination. People in my group are saying I’m costing the group and need to stop being so embarrassed to commit to the movements. I’m really trying to, I just get anxious and mess up and can’t physically do it well. Today, they kept asking me to take ownership for me struggling with it and to tell them why I won’t. They said to stop being embarrassed to do it if that’s the issue and just do it. I can’t do it. I’m really trying. They kept asking why and all I could do was stare at them. They all looked…so disappointed and I hate myself for not being able to make them happy.
Sad again
Depression Support / by littleStrawberries1840
Last post
 March 3rd
...See more Just wanted to talk to someone, even if it's empty space. I'm willing to listen to you guys if anyone happens to stumble across this :) I've been feeling really terrible again. It was good for a couple months, but now with the first semester of school coming to an end, I've been much more anxious and depressed than I have in the last couple months. My best friend is probably my ex best friend now since she dropped me for all her saxophone buddies, I never get to talk to her, and she talks smack about my bf. I feel like my section, the percussionists, don't really like me either... All these people act like they like me, but if it really came down to it, most would pick someone else. I'm just second place to everyone, the backup choice. I feel alone and tired and so sad and anxious all the time. I'm barely getting A's in so many of my classes, having a B in bio, the one class I actually like. I want to tell my bf this stuff, but does he really need to know, after all, we've only been dating a month, I don't want to burden him with my dumb problems. I just....need a hug. Thanks for listening, 7cups is always here when I need it :)
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