Introducing myself

Hello guys, 

You can call me SaddyMary. I'm female, Brazilian, 36 yo, married, with a couple of cutie cats. 

I'm trying something new here. I have trust issues and I'm caught up in a series of toxic and unhealthy friendships IRL, so I'm trying to reach comfort somewhere else and break this pattern. I'm not actively looking for friendship because I already fail these approach plenty of times before, but I'm also not close to the possibility.

I love real connection with a lot of sharing and caring, that would be the perfect scenario, but I'm glad to share and care at the surface level as well. Like casual talking, being a little silly, occasionally talking about something more serious and deep. I love to care and to laugh. I'm very understanding and empathetic (did I say it right?).

Well, I'm primary looking for contact from another female, because I miss female friends in my life and I feel abandoned/rejected by my mom, so kind of mom issues (?!). Again, I'm not closed when it comes to male contact, I just miss female interaction.

I do a lot of psychoanalysis so I'm able to identify mostly of my issues, it's source and the consequences of them. I don't know if that's important to you as well.

I'll be glad to hear from you, even if it's just for a second. I may take a while to reply due to my social anxiety but I will reply you! I'm very determined to break my vicious cycle and every comment or direct message will help me get there!

Thank you for reading all of that!

I hope you have an amazing day!

SaddyMary 🌻