Why I cared too much.

Why I cared too much?

You care to know?

In order to forgot how much I am wounded and hurt , I unknownly was trying to fix you.

It was only when you left  I got to understand I too have a little child who has gone through things they never asked for.

That little child is hurt beyond healing. 

That's why.

When I got to know you are too hurt, that's from where that empathy came. That uneven empathy.

Turns out, I just simply didn't wish for you not to go through the same pain.

I can't scream and tell the world everything. But what I am showing probably is a years' practice of good acting 'I am fine'

Yeah! Probably I am too selfish for hoping from a  little part of the heart 

That you too oneday will ask if I am okay without me having to ask first..

So I can open up to you that abyss of a life I never showed .

But it was never the time.we just crossed paths.that's all.may you have the best for you.don't turn back now. I have already drowned. 
To.V.O.