My chest hurts from pain
Yesterday I was in a psychology session. I wrote down my past, present and future plan. Basically I mainly noted the consistent neglect I faced, the inhuman abuse and how I had to be a mother to both my elder and younger brother, I'm scared of men due to r*pe at 6 to 11 and I lost my appetite to live. My mother was there. She has her own trauma and I forgave her for her part in mine. But it struck a nerve in her and she confessed that she stage 3 brain tumor, surgery will do more damage at her age and her only option is a slow death. This honestly killed whatever happiness and satisfaction I worked hard to build. I was feel heavy and empty, I can't even force a smile, total opposite to what I was before. I can't cry too. How do I live with this knowing that I can't do anything anything to save her. It's killing me.
@carefulAcres5806 🙁 I'm so sorry about your past😥 building a life after all that is hard enough, but with the news of your mother, I can only imagine the impact this has on you🙁 there is time, there is something you can do, just be with her do fun things, let her last memories be good ones. That's what she needs, that's how you can the ending ❤❤ hugs you tightly ❤❤