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My chest hurts from pain
Family & Caregivers / by carefulAcres5806
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 December 31st
...See more Yesterday I was in a psychology session. I wrote down my past, present and future plan. Basically I mainly noted the consistent neglect I faced, the inhuman abuse and how I had to be a mother to both my elder and younger brother, I'm scared of men due to r*pe at 6 to 11 and I lost my appetite to live. My mother was there. She has her own trauma and I forgave her for her part in mine. But it struck a nerve in her and she confessed that she stage 3 brain tumor, surgery will do more damage at her age and her only option is a slow death. This honestly killed whatever happiness and satisfaction I worked hard to build. I was feel heavy and empty, I can't even force a smile, total opposite to what I was before. I can't cry too. How do I live with this knowing that I can't do anything anything to save her. It's killing me.
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