My take

I feel that since my dad died I would be delighted as the idea came to mind about my parents no longer would be home, but I would still have my mom.

My life has been started off to a shaky truce, as I am now put as his son who needs to redeem what really he left behind was his legacy.

How do I feel or fill this empty hole of who was my father suppose to be.

I feel small, and I know the body is susceptible to almost anything now as he is no longer with us.

Now should be the time to gather a small party and take things one step further because I really miss him.