I hate my grandfather
Ever since i was little i've lived with my mom and grandfather since my real dad left us and he dosen't love me. My grandfather is allways drunk and smokes a pack of cigarets evey single day. He smokes inside and because of that my home smells disgusting. It's very hard for me to breathe but quess what? He dosen't give a f***. I hate him so much I've noticed that i'm starding to have acual breathing problems like i just feel like i don't have enough air and that i am sufficating. No one even cares tho. My mom can't do anyhting because we have no where else to go and the house we live in is my grandfather's. He has been like this for my whole life and he wont change. I fucking hate him so much.
It's really horrible to see your grandfather act in this manner, he should be a romodel. But your feelings of hate all this years is not effecting his life he is living happily the way he wants, the problem is with you, you have to care for your self, you have to search for your happens, hate and happens never came together, thank your grandfather for the support and shelter he provided and forgive him for the bad things he is doing. Don't hate anyone just feel sorry for them, every person is different and you are different. You can compensate for the bad smell using incense.
