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Accountability thead - November 2024

User Profile: Turtleonmyleftarm
Turtleonmyleftarm November 7th, 2024

Hi everyone!

Welcome to the safe space where @Phoenix22k @enigmaticOcean8813 @orangeSpruce9113  @ClaraRoseDreamer and @Sweetdisposition6571 and I share our journey together to overcome eating disorders. 

Everyone is welcome to join and share their stories and thoughts.

Sending positive vibes and lots of love

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User Profile: Turtleonmyleftarm
Turtleonmyleftarm OP December 16th

Hi everyone,

 

I just wanted to write a final message to this amazing community. Being here has been an important part of my journey. Sharing my thoughts and struggles, and reading your posts, has been a source of comfort and connection in difficult times.

 

Unfortunately, I’ve realized that just seeing the app icon on my phone often triggers me. On one hand, it feels like a constant reminder that I have a problem, that I’m "sick." On the other hand, I find myself opening the app, hoping to see messages from the people I connected with here on the forum, with whom I used to share our days. But it’s clear that many of those connections have faded over time, and there’s not much left for me here anymore.
So, I’ve decided to delete the app. I think it’s a step toward clearing my head and maybe moving toward recovery.
Keeping the app only brings me negative thoughts

 

I’m incredibly grateful for all of you who shared your stories and your support. To those of you who took the time to listen or reach out, thank you—you’ve made me feel less alone in all of this.

This isn’t an easy decision, but I think it’s the right one for me right now. I’ll keep the app for another day or two in case anyone wants to say goodbye, and then I’ll delete it.

 

Thank you all from the bottom of my heart. I wish you strength, peace, and healing on your journeys.

Take care!
D.