I dunno what to name this
I don't know how to move forward. I've felt really terrible about my own body image for a long time, and i've kind of descended into a depressed slump. I kept trying to count my calories in a desperate attempt to bring my weight down but failing. I keep getting stressed about things and stress eating, and then feeling fat and disgusting. Finally, about 30 minutes ago, i did research on eating disorders, and i found two different online tests. I took them, and both said i have a severe Binge Eating Disorder. I just feel so sad and so stuck. It weighs down on me and i don't know what to do. I want to talk with my parents, but I feel so ashamed, and i don't want to hurt them. They are really kind, but we have been going through a lot lately, and I don't want to burden them with anything else. I just don't know