i dont know what to do
Iliveonbooksalone
July 30th, 2022
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i want to eat i want to eat so much i want to just go and eat something but i know i will hate myself if i do especially since i already gained weight and i dont know what to do and i cant talk to my friends about it bc they'll tell me to eat too and bc they dont deserve to be burdened by my constant negativity
i dont want an ed anymore but i dont want to get better and be a healthy weight i just want to be able to eat and i feel like that makes me a fake bc people with eds aren't "supposed" to feel hungry all the time and i do