Relapsing
I'm sorry to bother anyone who reads this, but i'm a bit anorexic i guess.
i was able to get back into my old ways and eat normal for.. a week or 2 maybe?
but i think i'm relapsing, i just want to love myself and be pretty, maybe if i start again i can finally achieve that. maybe if i do this for long enough without telling anyone, then i'll become the weight i want and love myself.
what do you guys think? should i try it maybe one more time, maybe if i just lock everyone out for long enough i can finally do it.
It sounds that getting some time to yourself has been something that you want to try as well. It might be helpful to do that well as also adding virtual mental health support on well that's professional as well to help.
What are the core issues you’re struggling with? Self esteem? Self worth? Your weight is just a number on a scale. It doesn’t have any bearing on who you are as a person. Do you have issues with body dysmorphia? Find the core issues at hand and start on step one from there. Recovery is possible. I’m proof of that.