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weeweeonion
27,424 M Aiming High 8
PathStep 26 Compassion hearts411 Forum posts44 Forum upvotes43 Current upvotes43 Age GroupAdult Last activeJanuary, 2022 Member sinceDecember 8, 2020
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hello! my name is ruby but everyone calls me wee wee, (hence my username) i struggle with various mental health things, yay. i love to bake, draw, and watch my sister, (8)~1st
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Eating Disorder Support / by weeweeonion
Last post
 October 26th, 2021
...See more i know this may not be the best place and i apologize in advance. tw: eating disorders, suicide, abuse, self harm i cant do this anymore. i’m so tired of trying. My mom keeps saying i’m eating to ,much and to much unhealthy things when i was trying to repair my relationship with food, i was eating about 500 calories a day which feels like to much even though i was supposed to be eating 1900 for my weight. she keeps joking and saying i’m chubby even when she knows thats a huge insecurity for me and that i was bearely eating before she told me to stop. i havent eaten in 3 days because i dont deserve it, i keep working out because i need to lose weight or else she or no one else will ever love me. theres a razor in my drawer and it would just be so easy, my dad has been telling me its better for everyone if i were to kiII myself since 4th grade. i try to reach out to people but no one ever responds, so i would just cut and cut no cut until i go pale from blood loss but its only ever momentary i feel good, i want to keep being happy. theres nothing for me to live for. he told me its better for everyone, i’m being selfish if i dont do it because then its one less person for my parents and friends to have to worry about. i just want everything to be over. i just want to make everyone happy..i cant take this anymore
Relapsing
Eating Disorder Support / by weeweeonion
Last post
 January 24th, 2021
...See more I'm sorry to bother anyone who reads this, but i'm a bit anorexic i guess. i was able to get back into my old ways and eat normal for.. a week or 2 maybe? but i think i'm relapsing, i just want to love myself and be pretty, maybe if i start again i can finally achieve that. maybe if i do this for long enough without telling anyone, then i'll become the weight i want and love myself. what do you guys think? should i try it maybe one more time, maybe if i just lock everyone out for long enough i can finally do it.
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