Transportation Trouble
To get it out of the way I have
ADHD
DID (Complex-PTSD with dissociation)
Anxiety
Depression
Okay cool
So I greatly benefit from disability transportation that picks you up at your door and drops you off right outside the door of your location.
The city bus isn't safe for me because of the dissociation and switching and anxiety and ADHD all combining for me to get horribly lost or engage in behaviors or activities I hadn't planned on.
I'm having extreme troubles getting approved for disability transportation which I haven't had before.
a "national provider identification number" is required in the professional verification form.
I was staying at a homeless shelter and the nurse there had filled out the prof. verif. form many times without needing to provide and NPI and she doesn't have an NPI.
Well I haven't been able to see a GP since I moved into this state in November because there's very few doctors in the area I can get to without a car and even fewer who take medicaid/medicare so I haven't seen a GP so the GP won't be very familiar with my disability at all.
My therapist filled out a form and I'm HOPING she has a valid NPI but I'm worried I won't be able to make it there to pick up the paperwork to email it to the transportation services.
And I have an extension from the transportation services until march 31st so that I can get the paperwork from the doctors.
But I don't see my GP until the middle of april.
I'm starting to spiral - I was called this morning by the nurse from the homeless shelter her saying she doesn't have and NPI was never required to before and I'd need to see a doctor who would have an NPI and...
I'm terrified.
I'm terrified this will lead to a downward spiral. When I was left to my own devices on public city transit before I was in danger, actual danger of my life. Not exaggerating danger, I got into bad situations easily.
I don't want that again.
I'm scared.