Only Me

Greetings,

I am not the usual person. But who is here? Ive always been different. I have lived in three countries, and everytime I lived in one of them, I either was "The English", "The Spaniard", or "The European". I absorbed culture of the three of them, and never really settled, or behaved like any of the people who lived in them. My social life however, has never been bad, but nothing extraordinary thats out of this world.

I was born with OCD. The one with symmetry, and colour. You could see some obvious symptoms like when my mother gave me my box of cars (about 100), she would leave me for a bit on my own, and when she same back, I had arranged all the cars into groups by the colours they belonged to. Things like that. Although I enjoy my OCD, and would not like to get rid of it, it does affect my life to some extent, but nothing too detrimental.

My life has been in general a mixture of experiences, some good, some bad. And this has helped me become who I am today. Lately however, the bad ones tend to dominate a little bit more, but Im hoping that sometime soon, they will be over. I am a bit defensive, and paranoid lately due to some circumstances.

Without making a novel, some other peculiarities of mine are for my disgust of saliva from humans, and fear of flying. I still fly a lot though. ^^ But it is not a joy for me in the least. I have great ambitions, and energy for life, but it seems like there is a brick wall to impede them from becoming reality.

If youre a real psychologist, I would like to present myself as a volunteer, and a challenge under your psychologist powers. ;)

P.S. Stay strong, people!