um idk
I dont want to bother you all. I don't even know why I'm here. I just joined the app and all I know is that I need help. I keep having these bad thoughts and dreams. I keep feeling unwanted and worthless. I just want the voices in my head to shut up. Ive been looking for someone to help me for 5 days and Ive got no where. I haven't slept in weeks. I just wish therapists were free. I also have brain damage its hard for me to understand things, remember things, and problem solve things. I get overwhelmed very easily which either gives me anxiety attacks or makes me on the edge of self harm. I'm turning 18 and I just want all of this torture to stop. Been dealing with it for 8 years .. Also.. just call me Leafy
Hi Leafy! It sounds like you're going through a lot, and I'm sorry you have to go through that. I've definitely been there before with those kinds of feelings. I know it might not mean much coming from a stranger, but it's so brave of you to come on here and want to talk about what's going on with you. It's difficult, especially when you're feeling down. I don't think you're a bother at all. I'd be happy to talk to you about what's going on. I'm not sure if I can help, but I can definitely listen.
