um idk
I dont want to bother you all. I don't even know why I'm here. I just joined the app and all I know is that I need help. I keep having these bad thoughts and dreams. I keep feeling unwanted and worthless. I just want the voices in my head to shut up. Ive been looking for someone to help me for 5 days and Ive got no where. I haven't slept in weeks. I just wish therapists were free. I also have brain damage its hard for me to understand things, remember things, and problem solve things. I get overwhelmed very easily which either gives me anxiety attacks or makes me on the edge of self harm. I'm turning 18 and I just want all of this torture to stop. Been dealing with it for 8 years .. Also.. just call me Leafy
Hi Leafy. I’m really sorry you’re going through all this. Would you like to talk to me in a private chat?
I don't know how to do private chat
I understand some of your feelings but know that you are never bothering anyone and you are worth it!
Thankyou.. I'm trying to be positive but it doesn't work. I'm pretty stubborn, but still. Thank you.
Hi Leafy! It sounds like you're going through a lot, and I'm sorry you have to go through that. I've definitely been there before with those kinds of feelings. I know it might not mean much coming from a stranger, but it's so brave of you to come on here and want to talk about what's going on with you. It's difficult, especially when you're feeling down. I don't think you're a bother at all. I'd be happy to talk to you about what's going on. I'm not sure if I can help, but I can definitely listen.