New here

Hey yall.

I'm Miika, I'm new here. I suffer from SAD and depression in general.

A lot of people with depression describe that emptiness as a gaping black hole inside them, but mine feels more like a tumour. A heavy waste of space compressing the rest of me, leaving less room for the emotions I do have.

I feel overwhelmed and numb at the same time, and I'm falling for the classic trap of "I shouldn't tell anyone, I'll be a burden and everyone has their own problems to worry about without me adding to it".

I don't know how to break out of it.