Hello @littleChestnut6051 and welcome to 7cups.
I would like to send you my condolences for your late mother. And I'm also sorry for what you're going through lately. I hope this platform will offer you a safe space enough to receive support.
If you want someone to lend their ear to you, you can always chat with a free listener for a 1:1 chat or join the Sharing Circle in the group chat section, which is where you can receive open support from other members and also listen to their stories.
Anyway, I do hope you enjoy your stay here.
- compassionateOak202 💙