i hate the kind of person i am
i seriously hate the way i am. i dont fit in anywhere and never have, i dont get how anyone could ever really like me. im to sensitive, i mess everything up, i never do everything right. no matter how hard i try i always manage to mess everything up. no matter how hard i try to be a good person theres a part of me that always fails and ruins it all. im so so tired of everything.
@fallensky958 Everyone fails. Many of us have trouble fitting in. It’s painful. Our mind takes that pain and runs with it - it turns into a huge snowball of pain. So what to do?
Start with deciding that the most important person to you is you. From now on, decide to be your own best friend. Forgive yourself. Be compassionate to you. You are stuck with you, you might as well be your own friend.
@fallensky958
I want to ask is someone telling you these things? or is it just on auto play in your head or self talk? that does not IMO happen unless someone instilled those thoughts into you...... Being sensitive is a good quality yet you list as if a flaw?
if you have NEVER done something right that means you have a perfect record .. .. that would be a achievement few if ANY one else has done. Messing all things up must be exhausting I cannot imagine how much effort that would take.
We all mess up ......... we all feel like we cannot get out of our own way....
The beauty of this situation is YOU can change..... how you view life / people and break your record and seeing all you do that was not messed up.....
