Hey you can call me Fallen or Sky, I'm 17 years old and from Canada 🍁

I decided to come on here as a resource to find some support and talk to people when I have no one else to go to. I love meeting new people and have been really lucky to meet some amazing people on here 

i love music and always have, especially rock music

some of my favourite artists include (not in order and not limited to):

- bon jovi

- tokio hotel

- alice cooper

- def leppard 

- rammstein

- three days grace 

sleep is my soulmate but i also love staying up late💤😴

i love hanging out with my friends but my alone time is also really important to me, sometimes i just vibe better by myself 

i love horror movies and books especially Stephen King and M. Night Shyamalan

i cant think of anything else so i night add to this later, or maybe not, no one will ever know

some quotes i really like: 

"we are all worth it, man. we are all worth millions of planets and stars and galaxies and universes" - River Phoenix

"i know life is hard, i think everyone knows that deep in their hearts, but why does it have to be so cruel as well? why does it have to bite?" - Stephen King

"i think i will be okay if i just stay real, and if i, you know, remember that we are all just flesh and blood. that's it." -River Phoenix

"tell me every terrible thing you ever did, and let me love you anyway" - Edger Allan Poe

"it always shocked me when i realized that i wasn't the only person in the world who thought and felt such strange and awful things" - John Green

"i remained too much inside my head and ended up losing my mind" - Edger Allan Poe

"if only we could see the endless string of consequences that result from our smallest actions. but we can't know better until knowing better is useless" - John Green

"FEAR stands for F--k everything and run." - Stephen King

"in simplicity there is truth" - River phoenix

"if its meant for you, you wont have to beg for it. you will never have to sacrifice your dignity for destiny" - Edger Allan Poe

"we make up horrors to help us cope with the real ones" - Stephen King

"its both a blessing and a curse to feel everything so deeply" - River Phoenix

"maybe theres something you're afraid to say, or someone you're afraid to love, or somewhere you're afraid to go. its gonna hurt. its gonna hurt because it matters" - John Green

"the scariest monsters are the ones that lurk within our souls" - Edger Allan Poe

"monsters are real. ghosts are too. they live inside us, and sometimes, they win." - Stephen King 

"fiction is the truth inside the lie." - Stephen King

(tw maybe? just incase?) Some of my fav song lyrics: 

aka me listening to some of my fav songs and writing the parts i relate to here

"if home is where my heart is then my heart has lost all hope"

"i'm a sad boy you know better please don't make this last forever"

"the voices in my head keep telling me I'm not okay, it's feeling like a hurricane in my brain. dark clouds, hard times, bad weather. please don't make this last forever"

"the voices in my head keep telling me that i'm insane, maybe i'm a little bit that won't change"

"voices in my head keep telling me i'm cursed im paranoid i don't wanna make it any worse" 

"your secrets keep you sick your lies keep you alive"

"i felt the darkness as it tried to pull me down, the kind of dark that haunts a hundred-year-old house" 

"running from my past, i'm praying, 'feet don't fail me now'" 

"i'm trying to consume, the drug in me is you"

"i'm so high on misery, can't you see?"

"you tried to reach me, but you just can't help me. so long, goodbye. you tried to save me, it wont work this time"

"magically i turn tragedy into melodies over catchy beats"

"hey girl i'm in love with you, but the world doesn't want me to. i'm not well, i am sick, the best kind of sick that one can get" 

"so don't hold your breath for me, but watching you turn blue would be comforting" 

"i told you once, i'll tell you twice. i'll give bad advice because i'm bad at life" 

"please take care of my hurt heart, cause trusting you is the hardest part"

"i'm done with you for good. we were like a time bomb ticking."

"and it's for the better so i guess best friends don't last forever"

"i never thought after all these years i'd be the one to make you disappear"

"there must be something i have missed, where did i go wrong?"

"it's what i get for trusting you, you're the only reason that i hate everyone"

"you run and tell your friends that i am the enemy. i hate this house, i hate your mom, and f---- your friends i hate them all" 

"you're always talking s--- behind my back but smile to my face whats up with that?"

"but you'll always fail to see i'm forever broken"

"it hurts to feel, to think, to know i may be nothing"

"i dream about movies they wont make of me when i'm dead"

"tonight i won't be alone, but you know that don't mean i'm not lonely"

"the eyes of the city are counting the tears falling down, each one a promise of everything you never found"

"you open your eyes but you can't remember what for. the snow falls quietly, but you just can't feel it no more"

"somewhere out there you lost yourself in your pain. you dream of the end to start all over again"

"they are telling me it's beautiful. i believe them but will i ever know the world behind my wall?"

"kiss me goodbye into the light like a phantom rider, i'm dying tonight. so dark and cold, i drive alone like a phantom rider, can't make it all on my own"

"angel don't you cry i'll meet you on the other side."

"goodbye, into the light like a phantom rider, i'm dying tonight"

"you say i'm fixed but i still feel broken"

"everybody says that time will heal the the pain, i've been waiting forever. that day never came"

"the screams in my mind, i keep them a secret" 

"you are the sun and i'm the moon, in your shadow i can shine"

"no one knows how you feel. no one there you'd like to see. the day was dark and full of pain"

"you're looking for the rainbow but it died not long ago. it tried to shine just for you until the end"

"lately i wish i was high all the time, what have you done to me? want all my memories to fade away"

"all the demons in me, all the colours i can see. though i wanna be, i ain't happy"

"you try to fix me push me into your fantasy. you try to give me, sell me, a new personality. i don't get better, what's making you happy is making me sadder. you want me to change but all i feel is strange in your perfect world"

"bang bang shoot em up but the party never ends. you can't think of dying when the bottles your best friend"

"i've become so numb, i can't feel you there. become so tired, so much more aware. i'm becoming this, all i want to do is be more like me and less like you"

"you're sick of feeling numb you're not the only one. i'll take you by the hand and i'll show you a world that you can understand"

"cause i'd rather feel pain then nothing at all"

"can't laugh, can't cry, can't die, can't do anything anymore"

"give me something to take the edge off, something to keep the night off, something to keep my mind off this so called like"

"i'll be coming home just to be alone cause i know you're not there and i know that you don't care"