Strict parents issue
Um hello ,
I dunno where to start from but erm....
I'm currently 14 yrs old. And these days i feel numb and sad ... Mostly being of my strict parents and there standard of a perfect daughter. I from the very beginning was compared with other children, who were better than me and was and till now beaten by my parents .. yesterday ig i messed up and told them i don't wanna live anymore which resulted for my father slapping me ... I don't know what to do please help ... I just don't wanna live anymore ... But I'm too scared to do something abt it or even call someone... I don't have any trusted adult and o cnat rely on my teachers... My friend suggested me to call the hotline but that will end them being arrested and i don't want that... I also have sister.... My parents expect me to pay back all the things they have done for me one day in the coming future .... Next yr I'm giving my boards and they want me to top.. that means studying 24/7 and I'm not feeling quite well mentally
Oh my- I'm so sorry!! That is not right of them, I'm not sure if this will help but when I get in fights with my mother, I knave the house and go to the park. I text her everything I feel and that it wasn't right if her to say something and that I don't feel like she loves me.
Nobody should go through something like this and it's ry awful... If they don't listen to you/things you say, than it's better for your own good to call the hotline. Stay strong!!!
I'm sorry you have trough this hard things in your life, but trust me just hang on a lil bit.. you still have a lot of things to figure it out, travel to some places that you never seen before and all the beautiful things that would come in to your life.. if you still feeling not good, just call the hotline, it'll help you, don't be afraid, you're Soo precious.
