Overwhelmed

@neonPrune3307

I know this isn't very helpful but I know how you feel. Over 7 months ago, (I'm still not over it lol) my ab-sive ex and I broke up. We had dated online off and on for almost a year. We had many many fights, many facetimes that I was literally scared for my life to leave. He told me he loved me and I believed him. I ignored and played off all the other people that had dated him who were trying to tell me he was no good. I became his victim. He was extremely emotionally ab-sive. I have the feeling he would have been physically if I'd of known him IRL. He forced me to talk about things and do things I hated. He also was homophobic just a touch. And anyway I fell in love with him despite all he did to me, and believe it or not, I still love him. I havent dated anyone else since. What I'm trying to say is I know where you're coming from, and yeah, many people you meet on the internet arent trustworthy, and will often stab you in the back. My ex has actually caused multiple people to take their own lives before. He'd often tell me that they were my fault, as well, even though I had nothing to do with them. It just goes to show that you should be careful. Don't completely block out everyone, though. There are some really good people on the internet. Just be careful, I wish you luck, and I'm sorry, I know this isn't particularly helpful lol