Life is going wrong…
People here is more caring then the rest of the world, so here I am.
(A little backstory: I've experienced a trauma that changed my whole life three years ago. And it's still affecting my life. My emotional healing speed is slow and unsteady.)
The thing is, my only problem is not just the things going on my head. My mom has been diagnosed with depression and she was going pretty well actually. But now she's taking more medicines and it makes her aggressive. She's always complaning about what she's going through and it makes difficult for me to deal with my emotions at home. At school, my friends are totally not understanding. When they know something is going wrong with me, they don't talk with me and they basically don't care. One of my friend was so supportive, helping me and being kind, but she is not anymore. I don't have the comfort and the support I need. I feel like I'm going crazy. My anxiety level is usually so high and it gives me headaches and stomachaches which makes everything harder. I sometimes lose control of myself and reality,which is pretty scary.
Everything is going wrong. Any advice?