I think...
Going through a lot of stuff right now that I can't even explain in simple words. Things and people around me are giving me so much mental pressure that one day I think l may hand over my life to death.... It's so frustrating..... I'm trying to give others some hope in life whereas I'm losing all my hopes slowly...
I'm sorry to hear you are feeling so under pressure. It's a wonderful thing you are doing, helping others, but yes, you need and deserve support too. I'm so glad you are here on 7 cups, because I have found it helpful for me and there are lots of great resources to discover. In particular, I've met some great listeners when I've been feeling overwhelmed, so I wish you similar sucess in your journey for the support you need.
I hope that you're going to feel better soon, maybe it's good to ask for help somewhere even tho it's hard sometimes?