I'm so broken
A few days ago, my family and I wear driving home from a trip, and I was feeling really really down and terrible, and I had my hand on the door handle imagining what would happen if I opened it and fell out. I thought of the people that would miss me the people I would hurt and that's what stopped me (and I hate pain, and that seemed painful :) ) but like I sometime feel like I'm only living for my family, and friends. I want to live because I want to live a beautiful life, because I enjoy life Any tips??
Thanks Love!
Reading this hit hard I’m not the best at handing out advice especially when I’m in the same boat, but I’ve had similar thoughts I sometimes feel like I’m only here for my family and that’s it. But what I do is I take a step back, I go somewhere I feel comfortable at for me it’s outside and I just sit there, and as I’m sitting there I look at everything around me, the trees, the sun, all the insects or animals around me, and I tell myself if I die I won’t be able to enjoy this, I won’t be able to see my younger siblings enjoy this, and then I pick at my brain for happy memories and it calms me down, and it helps me remember that life has good to it. It’s just hard to find sometimes, and I don’t know if what I’m saying is helpful but I do want to let you know that you are loved
