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peachMelon2889
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Depression Support / by peachMelon2889
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 November 30th, 2022
...See more I’m not sure how this works because I’m new to this but I thought I would share how I’m feeling because it’s becoming intoxicating. Since I was a child my feelings have been ignored, I was told to grow up or stop complaining, there was occasions where I confined into self harm because I wanted to feel something, and when my mother found out she wished upon me that I would die the next time I did it. now being 21 I still have these issues, being ignored as a child has caused me to conceal my emotions/feelings no matter the cost, I’ve lost many people do to this but I can’t seem to move past it. and then I met someone he tried to work with me and we bumped heads a lot because I can never say what’s going on, but this little love interest didn’t last long he hurt me and I fell into a depressed like state, I stay in bed all the time, I don’t wanna eat because it makes me feel sick, and I wanna be with him so much but it’s just so hard to let him fully in. my mind has been flooded with thoughts of dying, and I’m currently hanging on by a thread I don’t wanna feel anymore. hopefully someone listens to me
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