I feel like I'm slipping again

ughhhh every thing sucks rn ever since I had pe today I have felt like bawling and screaming all f*cking day in PE we were playing basketball which I not only am horrible at playing we needed partners and there were no other girls in our class so I already felt like crying because no one wanted to be partners with me then Maddie(not her real name) invited me to be partners with her and devi(also not her real name) be Maddie's a huge bully to me and earlier she had called me a slow b*tch and Maddie like wouldn't let me talk to devi which has been happening like everyday even though they like barley talked since I started school there (its been 4 years) but now suddenly they are bestfriends so that sucked I sat out and cried a little after.

then there was Spanish. I have literaly the worst table group EVER. its Brian and drew Brian sucks and drew fine when they are not together. all in all Brian thinks its the funniest thing in the world to make fun of me and be annoying I swear to the Lord above he cant keep his mouth shut for the life of him so I sat alone at a little table which was much better.

after school still felt like crying a lot and I had to go on a 45min drive to do some TSA pre check thing thing for no reason and couldn't do my hw one time when I do it every day so I cried some more then was taking a shower and found out my sister has been wasting my expensive body wash that I got for my birthday.

I was feeling really great and happy almost all the time and I knew cause with depression your gonna have good and bad weeks so I knew at some point everything was gonna go down hill so I guess this is it. and I'm not really sure but recently when ever I've been getting really upset like to today I would give myself *** noses and I just wanna know if this would fall in the category of self harm I think it does. but yeah I just kinda hate everything today.