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coolpeoplez
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I hate group projects
Anxiety Support / by coolpeoplez
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December 14th
...See more next week the day I leave for a trip we are starting as new group project in school and I don't want to fall behind and not have any say in what we are doing and every time I think about it I want to cry.
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how do I make new friends?
Friendship Support / by coolpeoplez
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Friday
...See more im a pretty shy and introverted person and almost all of my friends I've made in school but my friend group is falling apart and there are very few people I can tolerate in my class. anyways the one friend I've been able to keep in contact with outside of school is my best friend of almost 13 years now. I feel like I need to go outside more and make new friends and have people to hang out with on the weekends and I wanna meet some boys outside of my class so things don't get awkward and unbearable to be around. I don't really like doing long distance relationships or friendships because I get grounded a lot and can text or call a lot. back to my original point how can I make friends with out having to exchange a lot of my alone time and continue to be able to maintain it? (also looking for a low maintenance friend to be able to vent and listen to here are a couple things I like musicals, Taylor swift, crocheting, and reading. I'm Brazilian and going to Brazil for Christmas. I do jujitsu and track competitively and I ski to)
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I feel like I'm slipping again
Depression Support / by coolpeoplez
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December 10th
...See more ughhhh every thing sucks rn ever since I had pe today I have felt like bawling and screaming all f*cking day in PE we were playing basketball which I not only am horrible at playing we needed partners and there were no other girls in our class so I already felt like crying because no one wanted to be partners with me then Maddie(not her real name) invited me to be partners with her and devi(also not her real name) be Maddie's a huge bully to me and earlier she had called me a slow b*tch and Maddie like wouldn't let me talk to devi which has been happening like everyday even though they like barley talked since I started school there (its been 4 years) but now suddenly they are bestfriends so that sucked I sat out and cried a little after. then there was Spanish. I have literaly the worst table group EVER. its Brian and drew Brian sucks and drew fine when they are not together. all in all Brian thinks its the funniest thing in the world to make fun of me and be annoying I swear to the Lord above he cant keep his mouth shut for the life of him so I sat alone at a little table which was much better. after school still felt like crying a lot and I had to go on a 45min drive to do some TSA pre check thing thing for no reason and couldn't do my hw one time when I do it every day so I cried some more then was taking a shower and found out my sister has been wasting my expensive body wash that I got for my birthday. I was feeling really great and happy almost all the time and I knew cause with depression your gonna have good and bad weeks so I knew at some point everything was gonna go down hill so I guess this is it. and I'm not really sure but recently when ever I've been getting really upset like to today I would give myself *** noses and I just wanna know if this would fall in the category of self harm I think it does. but yeah I just kinda hate everything today.
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they don't care
Depression Support / by coolpeoplez
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November 18th
...See more im bringing one of my friends a balloons for her b-day because last year on another friends b-day someone got her balloons and she said "no one would ever get me balloons for my b-day'' but now I'm thinking that no one would every bring me balloons or even remember the fact that is said that I HATE MY LIFE AND "FRIENDS"
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sad poems
Depression Support / by coolpeoplez
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November 18th
...See more why Why is the question I keep asking myself. Why can't I let go of you. Why are you there every time I look up. Why can't I get you out of my head. Every other thought that comes into my head is about you whether it be I hate you, I miss you, I wish you were mine again, or I like your outfit, I like your hair cut. I wish we could forget everything and pretend it didn't happen.  But we can't... I know you said "its not you its me." and you were struggling but it sounds to cliche to be true. Please come back I miss you. I'm struggling to, we can struggle together. You can't just shatter my heart in a million little pieces and leave me to drown in the nothingness you created... Why???
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I'm numb
Depression Support / by coolpeoplez
Last post
November 15th
...See more I'm the backup friend all I do is care and worry about others but no one ever care about me as much as I do them. so I have no one to talk to. my depression and anxiety are eating me alive. I've spent so long suppressing my feelings I just kinda forgot how to feel. I miss him. I want him back. I just need him maybe then my problems will go away.😪