What am i working towards
I don't really see a point to everything. Nothing seems to make me happy anymore. I just feel stressed and depressed everyday I wake up.
I don't want to have anything to do with my mentally abusive family, but I cannot financially support myself to do that.
I have to look happy during work just to fit in but it's really tiring.
I've taken therapy and medication before but it was way too expensive and I didn't see any improvement so I lied to the therapy that I was better and stopped going.
@testusernam sometimes it really gets hopeless and it is valid for you to question why even keep going and what for
I'm actually not in the best space to give hope to someone else when I lack so much of it myself but reading what you said is something I feel too and Ik how painfully numbing it gets ... so I'd just pray for both of us to find something to hold onto and keep trying what we can ... don't give up ok? We can be braver than this 💞