No support.
The fact that I don’t have the safe person. My bf literally hate me. If I’m sad or hurting even physically I get called every name in the book. I hate not being able to have someone to talk to it always seems like he’s extra mean on days where I’m already struggling. He hates me and I’m starting to hate him. I hate myself. I hate this life we’ve built on bs. I love our child. But I cannot mentally maintain without love and support from my significant other.
@emotionalCake7336 Hi there, I'm glad you decided to reach out to us. I'm so sorry you don't feel supported by your boyfriend, it sounds like he's been hurting your feelings a lot and dismissing them when you're feeling sad. I totally understand feeling conflicted about this, mentally you don't feel that you can maintain a relationship without support but also choosing to leave would hurt. It's ok to take some time to think about this, we are all here for you! Take care and feel free to update us.
