Finally realizing just how lonely I feel
AnonymousBear
May 30th, 2021
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As absurd as it sounds, this revelation was brought on by reading a visual novel. Before I started it I wasn't exactly happy, but at least I wasn't painfully aware as I am now. After finishing it i'm starting to realize just how alone I feel even around the very few people I do know. I don't have anyone I can just completely break down on, no one who I feel will physically be there for me. The worst part is I cant actually see it changing either. I'm an absolute mess and don't even want to be around myself some days. I have been trying to make some improvements but it just feels meaningless. Almost as if I missed my chance to meet someone.