tired
i'm so fucking tired of everything. this morning i was feeling kinda good and i started cleaning my room while listening to some music and then in just one second my mind said "stop" and now i feel so bad, stressed, sad, overwhelmed and lonely and i hate it so bad because i have no reason to feel this way. my family and i have good health which is the most important thing and i feel like shit when i feel this ungrateful to life because there are people dying out there. who am i to complain about life? im so scared that ill die with regrets and thinking "i wasted my life" but i cant do anything to improve my situation. I'm so tired tired tired i just want to stop this fucking time and wake up with lots of energies and start a happy life but i fucking can't. why am i like this why am i so ungrateful even tho I'm aware I'm so privileged? i fucking hate myself im disgusted i deserve NOTHING
@WittyCar0607
hey! dear, feelings have nothing to do with being privileged. They are not about rights and there is no such things as ‘rights’ to feel. Everyone has the right to feel. You also have the right to feel, to express or to share your feelings.
please try to accept your feelings. Your feelings are valid or whatever you are going through is completely valid.
I hope things get better for you,❤️ hang in tight.
@WittyCar0607
I understand depression can take a toll on people. I understand that you feel like you don't deserve anything even when you do. I understand that people have worse off than you but you have emotions also and want to feel validated and heard. Depression can br very draining. It's a long fight but it's worth it. You matter and 7 cups cares. I'm so sorry you're going through this. I hope you feel better! Take care
- kindcherry2