my form of depression
I have, as of late, been dealing with a lot of... serious... depression episodes... in a short amount of time.... Mostly due to sudden remembering of my.... horrifying past.... and what those memories have spawned....
I think I have a mild case of depression. It's like I'm happy and then I'm sad and do bad things to myself and have bad thoughts. I can't stand being alone or going to bed.
I'm the opposite. I push people away to be alone and wish I could be asleep all the time.
I'm like you, gloomyghoul. One of my "friends" very jokingly said "you seem like the person that wouldn't really care if they died" yesterday, but since then, I've realized that it's true. It's like I'm in a constant state of fine...
I always take joking around to seriously and ppl say I'm over emotional
