my form of depression
I have, as of late, been dealing with a lot of... serious... depression episodes... in a short amount of time.... Mostly due to sudden remembering of my.... horrifying past.... and what those memories have spawned....
I think I have a mild case of depression. It's like I'm happy and then I'm sad and do bad things to myself and have bad thoughts. I can't stand being alone or going to bed.
I'm the opposite. I push people away to be alone and wish I could be asleep all the time.
I'm like you, gloomyghoul. One of my "friends" very jokingly said "you seem like the person that wouldn't really care if they died" yesterday, but since then, I've realized that it's true. It's like I'm in a constant state of fine...
I always take joking around to seriously and ppl say I'm over emotional
@Shelbyrae
Same here. I don't really have the ability to detect sarcasm... unless it is made VERY obvious. actually, now that I think about it... well... I've been like this since I was 8... I never really knew what to call my... emotionless state. I suppose I've been in shock from what happened back then for most of my life. I may as well go ahead and say it, back when I was 8... well, I lived in Illinois. it was 2 years before I'd move down to SC. I only had one friend, and she was my best friend. But that changed. one night, apparently she had a dream where me and her were a set... guess she didn't like that. She literally went psycho. she just... the next time she saw me, she walked up and grabbed my neck with a death grip. I remember the pain of her grip... and her nails digging into my skin too. I still feel those pains today... She was pulled off me... after that day, I never saw her again.... I don't remember much about her... but... I do remember her name.
