@sFoster96, I hope that things are at least a teeny bit better than they were a couple of weeks ago. Sometimes all I want to do is sleep the rest of my life without ever waking up again; however, it's not always that bad. It can be really difficult. Well, more than difficult.
The past few days, I've been watching some Ted Talks and YouTube videos on depression to better understand the organic side of this disease. They have some really informative videos and talks out there. It does help to know that there are physiological reasons that my brain is doing what it does. That knowledge makes me feel stronger simply because I have a better understanding.
Know that I understand how difficult the struggle is and that I am wishing you well in your fight against depression. We're strong because it takes incredible strength to do what we do just to get through the days.
Sending you warm hugs!