Was working until..
Yep it happened again, I read a message and it put me right back at the bottom, all I did today was go for a walk however I just thought over and over again about the message, alone time she says... just say the truth FFS... now im just going to sleep only thing I feel like doing
@MichaelG30 I'm sorry my dear but you sound like a pity and that is very unfortunate. I never understood the concept of depression. I have had a lot of bad things happen in my 33 years, but falling into a depression was never a situation I let myself get into. You lost a girlfriend? What if she left because of your depressing tendencies? Are you a very motivated person? I have grown up with a very mean, mentally abusive, manipulative mother who contributed to making me very co dependent. I have a lil brother with ADHD/Autism though. He motivated me to do better everyday regardless. You have other options besides wallowing in the pity of a lost relationship my dear. There are other fish in the sea. If my husband of 8 years left me and/or cheated on me right now, what would I do? Take my half of the business, life insurance, and keep the house! lol! I love him, but if he decides his love has shifted, well .. what can I do? You have to love and trust yourself. YOU. So, get out of bed, go back to work, and save that paycheck to take a different hot lady out on a date.
