Want to end it all.

@luffydono Seriously??? I thought this site would have more patient, understanding listeners. So a listener cussed at you???

I know the needy feeling. I'm the same way. When something like this happens, I turn the rejection inwards and blame myself for my neediness. It's so hard. And I'm so sorry you are not getting supported on a Support Network Website!!!!

You may want to contact someone "higher up" and report it. Not for revenge, spite, or to get them in trouble, but because no one else should have to go through that. As hard as it is take that anger, frustration, sadness etc.....try not to turn in inward. It's hard but if you stand your ground on the disrespectful listener you will feel better. Write another post and try, just try, to not be Angry at yourself. Be angry at who or what pissed you off! Tell it like it is!!! Again not to hurt them although they hurt you, but to just express your opinion and anger at the listener, or about the site. Whatever helps distract you. Lay it all out and be angry at the source or trigger, not yourself.

It's easier said than done. I need to take my own advice. Although I will share my disgust and I can get nasty, only if I need to.

Since I can't take my own advice, maybe we can help each other.

Please let me know you received this. I want you to know I'm listening! And you are not completely alone. I've posted a forum and no one responded. That hurts. So I want you to know that I did read the posts and I replied. I don't want you to feel ignored and not hesrd. I heard you!!!! I'm listening

@luffydono

Luffy, you're worth so much more than some people on the internet. Our listeners are supposed to be patient and compassionate, but at the same time, this is the internet after all, and they're just volunteers. There are going to be people who aren't the best fit for you, but that doesn't mean your life isn't worth living or that it's your fault at all. If someone was genuinely unprofessional and hurt you, the best thing you can do is report them or write a review saying what they did wrong. If you're looking for better quality listeners, try searching for ones that are "verified". You can also search for a long-term listener, or ask to set up appointments with a listener, so that you know they will be there to talk with you at a certain time.

Please try to remember that we're just volunteers and average people, sometimes people get busy and don't have time to reply, or they just aren't sure how to reply. It doesn't mean that you're worthless!

Please hold on a little longer. I know all these things can just build on already negative feelings, but I promise there are people out there (and on here!) who care about you and want to help and who care if you're alive. You have an important place in the world, I hope you can find the strength to keep going, because I know you can feel better with time and it will be so worth it :)

Hello there. I am a listener, if you would like to talk to me, I am here to listen to you. I am sorry you feel so alone. We are here for you. You are worth it. I am so sorry about your experiences. Please contact me. @luffydono

@ luffydono

I am so sorry to hear that you were treated that way. I apologize that you had to go through it. Everyone deserves compassion and kindness, and 7cups is all about that. If you want to talk, you could always shoot me a PM.

Take care

@luffydono I am sorry to hear that you had this experience. We try as much as we can to ensure that our listeners are right qualification and that they are supporive but it is not always possible. If you face this kind of situation, you can always block the listener first or report them to community@7cups.com as I can imagine it is something very painful to experience and you really don't deserve it.

I can see that you are in lots of pain. When people are dealing with a lot of pain, they might think about suicide. If you think about suicide at the moment, I encourage you to seek help from your country suicide hotline. You can find the list of them here

P.S. I needed to edit your post a bit and add Trigger warning as it can upset our other users, I hope you don't mind

@luffydono

Please don't end your life. Life may not feel worth it right now but IT IS. I'm so sorry you were treated with disrespect and made to feel worthless. That's the last thing someone looking for help needs. But you're not worthless, I promise. I have felt what you feel. I've felt that maybe just dying would be the best answer but it's not, it never is. If I had given into those thoughts I never would've known that things in my life would start to turn around just a month later. You never know what amazing thing could be right around the corner. If you give up, you'll never get the chance to find out. I know it's hard but hold on. Try to find someone you trust who you can talk to. Try to do something that you enjoy. Most importantly, don't give up. You're allowed to be upset but please don't throw in the towel. Sending love and compassion your way.