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I never know where to start. Around this time of year I get serious depression. I want to isolate myself and cry when I am alone. This is around the time of my birthday and all the holidays. When i get like this i feel too scared to talk to anyone. I constantly feel like Im bothering everyone around me by just talking about how i am or how Im feeling. When i try to talk i get this feeling in the pit of my stomach like its the wrong thing to do so i just clam up. Being here and typing this even is hard for me. Im sad because i feel like its so hard to talk to people and let them in. But, Im also too scared to let them in. I cant be the only person like this right? I wish I could just talk out loud and not feel so out of control.
@Snchan181
Hey, thank you for sharing this with us. Reading what you wrote, I realise how hard it must have been to write this and share this with us. Sometimes, letting people in can be super super hard, and its valid. Is there some reason thats stopping you from letting people in. I would love to know if you want to share. I just want to remind that you arent bothering me or any of the community, we are here if you want to talk and share how things are going, and its okay if you don't want to too. Take care, I hope you have a great day/night ahead.