So... my 20 years old Grey parrot died today...

Hey everyone!

I wanted to talk about my grey parrot as im starting to feel a little down about it...

First of all , My name is Salah and im 22 years old from Bahrain... I had this grey parrot since i was 2 years old and we raised him from a baby to adult..

Today , I came back from work at 6 AM.. went to my room and settled down.... Just to hear a strong bang 5 minutes after. So i went out to check whats going on.. only to find the bird barely alive and hardly resisting to live.. so i opened the cage door instantly and started touching her back... she was almost paralyzed and unable to move.. just glaring at me while she is on her feed shaking :(

Sadly , there was no vet available at 6 AM..... whats more sad is that she was completely absolutely healthy and fine a day ago , it all happened just at once :(

I would like to say that i am a person with a very strong heart , almost cruel because of how strong it is.. i dont mourn or feel sad on anything as theres hardly anything that makes me sad at all.. i also feel so pissed whenever something makes me sad as i dont like to be broken.. but even though i am strong i feel the depression is knocking on the door of my heart , asking for permission enter :/

Thank you guys for reading , i love you all and thank you for being supportive ❤❤