Not sure what I'm doing
CannedPears
November 5th, 2020
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I've lost all drive. I used to draw, play guitar, play videogames but I've lost the desire to do any of those things. I'm lonely all the time, my drawing has gotten aweful, and I can't even concentrate on games. I'm miserable all the time and I can't focus on classes. I've been spending most of my time sleeping or, and I'm really sorry if this is TMI, masterbating and I'm even starting to lose interest in that. I just feel like I'm going through the motions to avoid disappointing people.